Hmm so so bored.
Today never go school. Dun feel like going. sians. Awhile more going fetch baby ler. bye.
Whoever come and tag me plz put your name. I'm fucking irritated by unknown pp now. cb
♥ 1:50 PM
Do we like a loving couple? Baby, I really hope we could be like the past. The way we talk and play with each other. But now? I really dunno whats wrong with everything we do now. I told you so many things but you seem likes you bother and continue your doings. Whats the point of wasting my saliver and wasting my time talking to you? Hope you will go wake yourself up. I really buay tahan already. Cny? sucks. I have not been sleeping for 2 days and the 2nd day of CNY totally sucks. I suddenly feel very lonely. 12+ went to AMK hub to walk awhile, after that bus to east coast at 1 and slack there emo alone till now. :'( I'm really really damn tired already. I really dunno what to do now. I dun like like moving myself at all. I feel so dead now. I just hope that you cound ressurect me now. I'm feeling down :'(
♥ 10:05 PM
So much of thinking, so much of doing, everything just go the same way. Forget it bah. I dun wanna waste my tears anymore. I cried too much already. Just continue what we often do and the lifestyle we had. I'm just gonna let you loose for now. Do whatever you want to. You happy can ler. No need change, no need think bout it anymore, forget everything i say. Its my fault, i deserve all this. I'll just let nature take its course. I'm tired, i need a rest now. I have already broken down. I'm sorry. And i'm not leaving, dun make me repeat myself anymore. Want meet me just come, dun want then dun come. You happy can ler. :'(
♥ 1:51 AM
FORGET IT LA. YOU WANT TREAT ME LIKE HOW ITS UP TO YOU. I THINK YOU DUN EVEN REALISE HOW THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME AND TREAT AND NOW. I GIVE UP. YOU WIN. EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT OK? MY FAULT. I KNOW I TREAT YOU SUCKS. CAUSE I'M A SUCKER AND A FUCKER. SAY ALL YOU WANT, YA I CHANGE, BUT YOU NEED TO KNOW WHAT CAUSE ME TO CHANGE. I HOPE YOU OWNSELF REALISE THIS. I DUN FUCKING CARE ANYMORE. I ENDURE ALOT ALREADY. :'( BYE.
♥ 12:44 AM
I wonder what exactly happen to you. The way you treat me, i dun feel any love and care in it. I just feel that you already dun bother bout me. The way you talk to me now, its like you bo ka lan. Maybe everything is my fault. Its my fault for treating you this way. I dunno what can i do to change you back. I shall make you gain back my trust by using some time. I really hope it could get better. :'( I'm going crazy right now. I miss you damn lots. Its gonna be days before we meet up. Hais. :'( I'm sorry for treating you this way, but i hope you know why i'm behaving like this. AHHHHH I'M CRAZY! :'(
♥ 9:53 PM
ZZZZZZZZZZZ. New year eve si bei sian. ZZZZZZZ
Today woke up at 11am. Eat my lunch, went out with parents at 12+. My father drives us go find her god daughter and pass them things. Went bright hill after that to pray my ah gong ah ma. After that my father drive my sis to bf house and went sengkang pray after that. Went home after that.
Wah... this year i damn sway. Good luck in relationship, but not family, luck in money etc. Sians sia. This year everything i do must becareful liao.
And forget something. Happy new year eve! Bye Bye!.
♥ 8:07 PM
YeeeeeeHaaaaa! CNY coming soon. Hope more ang pows come in my pocket :X
Today Baby came my house at 1pm. Came awhile and we had some conflicts. Lasted till around 4+, we went avenue8 to eat. Waited for baby eat mac then go another coffee shop eat my curry rice.
After that walk back to my house. Slack, watch tv, Cleared my Computer desk and then install the sims. After installation walk downstairs buy food for my family. They eat good one i eat bad one :( lol. After that went home and we played the sims whole day till baby went home.
Send baby go take cab at 10.30pm and i went home.
Nothing to say ler! Take care! Hope you guys out there can get alot ang pows too :X
Baby! Love you la.!
♥ 10:45 PM
Hellos. I'm back! Heee.
Baby! Finally get to see you. But things happen this morning, evening and night again. Hais nvm bah. I guess this is really unavoidable. Hais.
Today, Went school at 8am, lasted till 11am. After that cab back hougang find baby. Went home change and everything, went for lunch at 682. After eating went AMK watch movie which was like about around 1pm.
Watch the Movie jia you xi shi. Quite lame? :X But funny :) After movie about 3pm, went plaza sing buy my sandals. Heng only $39.90. Got discount. Lol. Walk around and while we were going back, things happen, dun wish to mention.
Reach Hougang Mall area. Things Happen.. After that ok ler and went back home awhile at around 7pm. Watch tv till 8.30 liddat and went down for dinner and slack and things happen again!. ~.~ zzz. Dun wish to say.
After Ok ler went 644 for dinner. Went Senior citizen find them awhile and pei baby go take cab. Slack till around 11 and we head to Plaza play billard with Ah di, Danny, Liang Yu, Ken, Angie. Play till around 12am, walk to ah di house there eat.
After eating slack awhile and went back. We was totally high-ing when walking back. Damn funny. Lol.
I shall stop here. Wow! my post today so long. lol lol.
Hais... Things happen again and again. I know part of it was my fault, but you should think why i will like that. I'm struggling to change right now, dun ask me not to change, i will strive for it because i really love you. And its alot, really alot. I dun wanna lose you anymore. Hope Things will get better after all this. Gimme some time, and i'll show you those msg i send you was true, i dun wanna run away anymore, cause i know myself that i cannot do it. I will strive till the very end. I dun want this kind of life anymore. I want to have a good life being with you. I love you. :'(
♥ 2:33 AM
Hahas I'm back.
Everyday is so boring. After school went home straight. 1st time nv meet baby for 1 day. omg. I'm missing her like crazy. So bored. Bye.
♥ 8:02 PM
Looks like everything is really over now.
I'm a biggest fool in this world. I'm the one saying and the one regretting. I' so useless :'(
♥ 7:25 PM
I have already try my very best already. But it was quite useless? I'm confuse now.
♥ 12:04 PM
hmm... its been long since i last post. lol.
School finally started. ITE was quite ok for me? But i see the time table ji tao, SIAN!. 3 days of orientation. Damn bored. Tmr last day liao. Hahas. Shall talk bout today.
Today met Ken 8am at his house downstairs. Walk to point buy mac and bus to bishan. Damn bus, pack with people. sians. Reach school, played stupid games. After breaktime went to Macpherson ITE for CCA orientation. Until 5 sia, Buay tahan, Me and ken went out at 1pm. lol.
Reach bus stop, ken bus to sengkang while i bus to Hougang fetch baby. After that walk to ave8 for our lunch, then slack awhile and baby come my house sleep. Boring huh? lol. Sleep till around 5.45 and send baby home.
Went back hougang, met up with kenneth. Slack, went dinner at 644 at 8. After that slack again and went his house at around 9pm and watch ip man at his house. Damn nice. lol. watch till around 10 and i went home.
You changed. You became a better person now. You have become more mature already. Now we cannot see each other very often, but i will be missing you every second. Hope life could get better now. Hee :) Love ya. Study hard k? :)
♥ 1:06 AM
