Baby, i'm here to post for you.

I dint know what you say to me is what you always been thinking inside your heart.
For what i've felt that, even if you think that i dint make any effort inside this relationship. But i think that maybe i really did tried. Even if what i had tried is not the best, but i did tried.
You wanted me to be somebody that is so perfect, im afraid to say that i cant. All i can do is just trying not to throw tantrums at you.

I may not be somebody that's what you always wanted, but at least inside these things.
I made a little bit effort, i cant possibly always say sorry for the wrong doings i did. Because i know that it wont be something that you wanted anymore. I know all you want for me is good. But i really dont know why just cant do it.

♥ 11:02 PM

Hmm hellos!.

Its currently 4.27am and i dunno why i dun feel sleepy. Feeling so troubled. Hope you really take what i say seriously. ):

♥ 4:27 AM

Hahaha, this is your 50th post darling (:

I'm helping this dumb pig to post, see. I now not lazy to go my own blog to post anymore you still so lazy! And we have so many photos to update ask you send me also lazy, everyday at home use comp only know how to dota and play your restaurant city. I know you very pro, next time you see my dota more zai then you already okay! ^^v .

Anyway, nothing much to say either. Haha, FASTER SEND ME OUR PICTURE AND MY PICTURE you lazy pig. Haha, (: . Kenneth's bbq coming, happy? Dot, i find myself very dumb la!
I feel like i'm talking to myself. Zzz, haha. Anyway i saw our past post. Very stupid leh, like last time so children behaviour like that, hor? 0.0 .
Lol, k la. I really have gt nothing to post anymore. I stop here, faster come and see your cute darling help you post. HAHA! (: Dont laugh hor. Byeeeeeeeeeee!

♥ 12:20 AM

hahahahas!!! DDL is finally back! Its been damn damn long since i last posted. Hmm Shall talk bout today huh?

Today went to fetch baby at 5pm. After her piano went kovan and eat kfc. Baby, you damn geh gao with me lor. hahas. after eating went my house awhile and head off to graceson park met up with ken angie kenneth danny jovis. Slack till around 9.30pm and i send baby off to bus stop.

After that went to kenneth house to play with his sparky!. hahas. The dog is damn damn cute one, and kenneth got a dog face :X Ate dinner at his house, ken and angie went off at 10.30pm. I slack at his house, see him play dota awhile then went back at 12am.

Lalalas. the end.! I love my pig. :)

♥ 12:36 AM

Hello, im DDL's gf. XXL.

Ohman, my boyfriend's blog is dead for months. I think im gonna do something to it. (:
Okay, i find myself very silly now. I feel so free now, as i have got nothing to do at home.
Haha, anyway me&baby hasnt been very well during these month. Just feels that nothing is smooth. We broke up and patch for like a THOUSAND times! I hope that this really can be the final one. After what baby told me, i really think that what i've done for him is really less than what he has done for me. He said i dint cared, i may agree. I feel so suck up being a girlfriend like this, i alws thought that what i do was right. But im wrong, and i think there are really too many sorries in this relationship till those sorry i said has became no value at all now.

I hope i'm just someone who is not so selfish, not so fuck up.
I know that my apologise has become nothing at all now, maybe i should wake up my childish mind and think now.
If you really come and take a look at your dead blog, here's my answer for you. I've reflected at written what i've think. I hope this could satisfy what you wanted, cheer (: .

I love you, HAHAHA!

♥ 12:45 AM